Yavan
I hate mentioning myself in my writing, I primarily wanted to be a fiction writer which is now a far cry in this nation and probably always has been but since I have been in touch with literature, I know that books like Simoqin Prophesies were being written in this nation as late as 2004 and the last Ananya Tantrist book as late 2018, then there is a book like Asura's Curse written as late as 2025. There is one thread is common that a lot of writers who write these books have one foot in a foreign nations. I like these genres of books but there aren't many books of these kinds and the political reality has changed so much that they'd stop to matter. My worry until I realised the background reality of this nation was comics, especially indigenous comics but that ship, I later realised, has sailed. I have identified with Kafka since my early youth but Kafka's reality no matter how much arbitrarily bureaucratic had a sort of dignity even though a lot of it might be him being a dignified person and this was more than 100 years ago. Like I said I hate mentioning myself in my writings because I primarily wanted to be a fiction writer and write science fiction, mystery, mythofiction fantasy and adventure but back in the day when Virgin Comics was still alive, Shekhar Kapur still made comics characters, when Indian comics was going through a narrative shift I didn't know that feudalism will be back. The truth is that feudalism had never left it's in the late 2000s these motherfuckers decided to really go along with their plans, destroying family cultures and collecting dirt on everyone and making the country a panopticon. People can't pay for the treatment of their illness but they can be harvested for data. The best part of it all is no one can be blamed for it. When you think about blaming it on someone that entity doesn't even exist. The entity that exists is the government but then can it really be blamed is the question. The approach that I have seen is sabotaging your autonomy and using your own self and identity to sabotage you and your future. This is the way this country operates. The persecution is invisible and when you see the level of it you would wish that you would have been born in Iran or North Korea because Iran gives you the dignity of getting hanged on town square and North Korea gives you the dignity of the firing squad. Not giving people dignity is not really cool especially when the whole game you play is based on dharma and civilization. There is no dharma and no civilization what there is are seths, zamindars, politicians, bureaucrats, industrialists and godmen and mafia bosses having connnections to each other and not to mention their demonic bitches who are no less. While persecution is not a problem it's the invisibility of it and the most important part is that it hits you like fate and it can start in the childhood itself because these motherfuckers don't give a fuck which is an understandable thing when power is invisible and you have no skin in the game. The best part is unlike America there aren't any markers for persecution like race except of course castes which is one the prominent markers in hellholes like Purvanchal, Bihar and Jharkhand and operated by their apexes like rape or grooming gangs. The arbitrariness is funny in the way that a hate crime can evolve into state persecution because some people would die if they are asked to but not if they are forced to.